Sunday, May 20, 2007

Have you ever...?

Have you ever felt like giving up ?

Have you ever regretted doing something ?

Most people w0uld answer YES to both question... if not then
you are probably an extremely optimistic person.

Final assignments, Global Village, whether i can stay here or
not after I graduate, the anxiety of waiting for my translator test results,
plus some other personal problems... I just feel like I am reaching my
limit...

When I joined AIESEC and I was accepted in the committee, I was
really excited. I became somewhat attached to the organisation... I finally
understand why some of the members are really dedicated to the organisation.

A while ago when an opportunity to take up extra
responsibilities arise, I raised my hand... And right now, I feel like I should
not have raised my hand.

The emails and phone calls that were ignored... The fact that
nothing seems to be working as planned... this has really put a major pressure
on me... For the first time ever since I took up this project, I felt like maybe I am not as strong as I like myself to be... I am really scared I will not be able to do a good job

I hope I can somewhat get through all of this... I hope I will be able to do a good job because I hate failing... I hope YOU will understand and be more supportive...

Above everything else, I hope YOU really mean everything that YOU have said

1 comment:

Erlangga said...

Just browsin aroun blogger when i read ur blog.
The answer is yes I have, but really I dun see any point of us lookin ova our shoulder to everything that happen in the past.
and also, if you've taken up the repsonsibility, it'd be better if u do still answer the email and phone calls even just to say that you're bz with ur own stuff now. at least u dun lose ur credibility that much.
dun be discouraged, good luck